I’m at a cross roads in my life. I’ve never been so torn between two ways. Should I stay in the life I’ve known for all my life or go with him and live a life of adventure? I want nothing more than to be with him but is it the best life for me? Is he going to provide for me and take care of me and protect me? Would he risk good life for me if it came down to it? I’m probably going to go see him this weekend to really evaluate my questions and hopefully get the best answers for me.
To me, change is scary. I start losing weight and getting healthy but then, I get scared. My mind starts going back to my old habits.
I get it sounds stupid but change is scary. The thought of being different is scary. Will my personality change? Will the way I see people change? Will the way people see me change? What is all going to change?
I’m deathly scared of change. I’m kind of scared of everything… I’m just starting to realize this.
Well I find the answer at the bottom of the bottle? Probably not, but it will kill the pain for now. But on the brighter side of things, my hands don’t hurt quite as much. :/ focus on the little things